There is sheer terror in love and knowing that someone from a long time ago that you missed, missed you too.
Separation the first time was brutal. It crushed the breath out of me. Years of confusion and feeling the loss that a parent must feel at losing a child.
I feel tethered to this person. Our orbits degenerating as gravity gets the better. This is the one person who has taken root deeper in my heart then any other. Missing for years, but now back.
Do I release my anger? Just let it go?
Do I put up my shields?
